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btw

im suppose to meet syafiqah today.
but i cant make it..n e sad part was- she had make her way to the mrt with some of her friends..
but she was suppose to confirm with me e day before...which she didnt ..

she gave no chance to explain..
she juz hang up the phone..

i feel bad.

NOTE: PLS DO NOT READ IF YOU R NOT HARDCORE @ DIRTY(:
hahha...IM SERIOUS

didnt turn up for school today...
as

its been 3 days i shit BLOOD...
fcuk!

what happened to me??!!
its some kinda of worse nightmare....

So i go to doctor.....i was hoping that doctor was a Guy..more easy to talk to.. n that doctor is a girl..errr

then after telling her---

she said:
can u open up ur pants n lay down @ e bad..

------------------i open my pants-----------------------

she:dont worry i wont do anything...i just want to see..
i: ouhk..
she:ouhk i need u to breath in...
i: (breath in)...

fuck that doctor...she put n something into my ass....
not that very pain...but PAIN!!
its long n big ...something like 1.5 cm in diameter ..the logness im nt sure ..might b arnd 15-20cm..imagine!
hahha

she put some kinda of lubricant ...on tt thing b4 putting in my ASSHOLE.

she:urm i cant see anything, but it might due to your constipation..
i :okey..

then i feel something between my ass...so i go to the toilet n took some tissue paper..blood again..


then after all that --at e exit i saw Ali (old silat fren)

afiq: ey
ali :ey..amcm? dh besar eh kaw?
afiq: aah(: ,hahhha
ali : eh kau saket ape?
afiq:selsema,kaw?
ali : aku berak darah ah dok.
afiq : actually aku pn..
ali :serious..
afiq :aah..
ali : dapat brpe hari mc ?
afiq :satu je.
ali :same ah ..doctor mrpek ah
afiq :aah..kk aku jalan dulu..
ali: kirim salam kakak kaw..
afiq :bole......


BLAH...

tk sangke kte due2 saket same,lol

woke up @ 5.30

mandi..check my bike...n waited for a call from-zaf or rafiq or irfan or yq.
irfan reach my block earliest which is arnd 5.45... rafiq was late..then we headed down to white sand shopping centre..thinking of having our breakfast at MaC e 2.50 meal.

but unfortunetly that meal only on weekday -_-

then we go ananas --n bought ourselves nasi lemak...whick only cost 2bucks..after finish breakfast..we headed down to SPort Hall as theres launcher...
do ur things...i managed to do g-turn n a mini table..
..then we go but drink somewhere there...


these e boring part...
we slack2 at the playground for like 2 hours pluss...
only me n yq get bored --the rest gt steam,lol
so we did some feeble-ing >> then irfan also join us.

then i requested to go to e ledge which located infront of junyan sec..
i also didnt know exactly where tt place...but rafiq was literally talking about tt yesterday..


so me n rafiq start to feblee-ing...
but then my feeble turn to curb ride lah,pedal grind lah,etc n yeah i cleared e ledge b4 rafiq did..as his bk peg keep on droping out ..

was happy enough ...then we go to e minimart nearby n had our 100plus...
then when home..

btw i did bring along my camera..




YQ-180 launch zafran-launch

afiq mini table



Slack --most boring part...


ey ,gtg
will post the other pichas
soon..
nid to get ready for tution..

chaw.

i`ll try my best to post a picture everyday.
my very own(:


alryte! this for today..



btw i took this picture when im on my way home from sunplaza park...sempat eh..

Yesterday,

woke up late..
rush all my way to school...didnt want to be late
...run-run-run...

I make it...didnt have to gave my ez-link to e prefect...

was relived..

--

after school..
met rafiq,irfan @ khalis house...
fixing zafran bike..

after that ...we ride
nothing much--but i did took some pichas to share..
till then ..enjoy!

@ train @ e 12 floor

meet Nursyafiqah Bte Roslee on 24march 09
i`ve lied to her that im going to Johore--permanently....
reasons-

-i did`nt want to continue tis special relationship.
-she might b e wrong person
-wants to concentrate for my O levels
-doubt bout her love towards me

n she wants to meet me for e last time..
(which is totally a fake-i make up those stories)
n yah..im fcuking bad guy..

so we meet up at toa payoh MRT.......
urm arnd 5..
she was there 1st...waiting for me..
-then she bring me to a nearby block..block 79..
we went up to e 12 floor...

skip this part...

she gave me 2 choc--toblerone an Rocher
n a letter which she instructed me to read it when i reach home..

until 6.45...i requested her to go home as her dad msged her....she refused ---she juz want to spend e time --tts wat she said..she even ask me to stay until 10+
which i cant....

then i feel bad....so confess that i make up those story---
guess wat?
she didnt believed me --- she taught that i want her to go back home...tts way i say tt---
after trying super hard ---telling her tt im nt going..she agree to go back home...so we headed down to toa payoh mrt...so waited for e train..

she kept asking me--

`u didnt go ryte?,dont lie to me please..`

manymanymanymanymany times....

i said yesssssss..

im happy that she didnt get mad at me...

n i took me 8-9 trains to passed...so we were standing at end of the train..i hope u understand wat i mean..


at last after convincing syafiqah that im nt going...
we took the next train n headed home..
otw i read e letter she gave me....

upon reading e letter..i feel in love with her----
almost cried..all those words...it helps me a lot to understand her..
will post some of the picture which i took --bet she didnt realise,lol

P.S -syafiqah u r sweet.

written by A.R.